A friend tells me one symptom is "the inability to accurately assess her own feelings and the feelings of others" and perhaps that's part of my problem.
In my case, let's say my capacity for social behavior is a bit limited, and it's a good thing my work is mostly in front of a screen.
However, the eye contact symptom is a real problem for me. Maybe I just live in my head too much, or it could be related to vision problems. (I have double vision, and if you're in conversational distance, I have to work so I don't see you as having two noses.) It's quite possible it's a symptom of some deep issue that I don't get. In any case, I work on it, but it's part of the real me, whatever it is.
Craig, interesting thoughts. Thanks for sharing. I have no doubt that there is a spectrum that makes hard rules elusive, but from our limited meetings and my armchair perspective I would say there is no way you have aspergers. For starters you are incredibly thoughtful about the needs/wants of others and your legacy is one of inspiration to those who wish to do good unto the world.
Also, reminds me of the saying "If you think you might be insane, you aren't, but if you think you are normal..."
Posted by: Davi Ottenheimer | January 06, 2009 at 03:48 PM
We only recently came to realize that our 14yo son has Asperger's. He's on the "high functioning" end of the spectrum. For years we just considered him "quirky" and weren't very threatened by it. After all, my husband and I are both rather quirky ourselves.
Aren't we all on a continuum? And isn't the line between normal and not normal more than a little elusive? And arbitrary?
Eye contact is a real problem for my son. It was the one trait I couldn't just write off as being quirky.
Posted by: elizabeth | January 06, 2009 at 03:56 PM
I was interested to find this blog. I am 64 years old, and at the age of 60 was told by two qualified people who have known me for decades, that I have Asperger's syndrome. This information was a revelation and a liberation. The course of my life was explained, not excused, but explained, and a clear road to future progress opened up.
20 years ago I had a book published on different economic concepts to point the way to a sustainable world economy. Someone who liked the book contacted me this year to suggest that I update and re-publish it as a blog. She set up the blog, and the book is now complete on the blog in a series of postings. There are now also additional pieces on global warming and other subjects. Here is the link:
http://www.economicsforaroundearth.com
The world needs Aspies too!
With all good wishes,
Charles Pierce
Posted by: Charles Pierce | January 06, 2009 at 10:53 PM
Craig, It is a spectrum disorder. And there are thousands of high functioning people on the spectrum. There are three in my family. My brother self diagnosed after reading a sci fi book - Elizabeth Moon "The Speed of Dark" I love the irony of figuring this out in such a total nerd way.
Having the understanding has made all the difference for me, and of course for them. My life makes sense now - growing up surrounded by Asperger's men. And they now have language to explain so many pretty quirky ideas. And they are deeply moral, ethical, caring men who have worked to make the world a better place. And are highly functional - and brilliant.
Trust your feelings, look into PDD NOS (persistent developmental disorders not otherwise specified) and use those hints and feelings to help other people understand you as well as find more comfort in yourself.
And you might want to check out the book!
Posted by: Linda Diane Feldt | January 07, 2009 at 05:51 AM
Craig thanks for being real in life and online
Posted by: Jonathan | January 16, 2009 at 04:55 PM
I found this blog whilst looking for Double vision and Aspergers, very sad to read that the author has comments from aquaintencies(Davi Ottenheimer) that state that because he is thoughtful towards others there is no way he could have Aspergers!!!! Craig Please see a real profesional if you feel the need to get a diagnosis, I have two boys with Aspergers and they are kind and considerate and always thinking of others. It infuriates me that in this day and age of supposed acceptance there are people that are still demonising Autism and its spectrum. Not all sufferers are violent and uncaring, what a ridiculous statement.Perhaps your collegue should read 10 things every child with autism wishes you new by Ellen Notbohm. one of which is EVERY CHILD WITH AUTISM IS DIFFERENT !!!This means adults too.
Posted by: Angela March | February 02, 2009 at 04:15 AM
Angela, why so sad? I read "10 things every child with autism wishes you knew". It doesn't change my view. In fact, I bet we probably agree on most points. A professional diagnosis seems like a good idea. The logic of my message was
a) if the measure is "the inability to accurately assess her own feelings and the feelings of others"
b) craig clearly does not have that symptom as his work is very thoughtful
c) so he need not worry at all on that point
d) moreover he should be commended
Nowhere did I say or mean to imply that because one undiagnosed person does not have a symptom therefore all those diagnosed with Aspergers therefore must have that particular symptom. I was not using Craig as a test. Even if I had made such an inverse (and illogical) assertion, I think that's still a long way from demonizing anyone.
Posted by: Davi Ottenheimer | May 20, 2009 at 01:00 PM
I see my son in you. Both my husband and I noticed it (saw the Charlie Rose interview).
he has not been dx with Aspie but as we say there 'is a toe in that water' a bit. you have the internet--he has airplanes.
curiously i hear there are hot spots in NJ for autism/aspie ---
Posted by: tracy | August 21, 2009 at 01:50 PM
This is my first time on this site. I read a recent article on Craig and immediately googled 'Craig Newmark aspergers'. My aspie radar is pretty good and I'm rarely wrong.
Many of us aspies have difficulty in assessing other people's feelings from non-verbal cues, but the vast majority of us CAN assess the feelings of others through other means.
Posted by: JD | August 26, 2009 at 01:01 PM
I think "the inability to accurately assess her own feelings and the feelings of others" and being "incredibly thoughtful about the needs/wants of others" are not contrary to each other. I have a family member who always attempts to be really thoughtful of other people, but it causes him a lot of stress and practical difficulties because he can only guess at the feelings of others. Mostly he looks totally out of his depth, which is very sad to see, but he's never been thoughtless in his life. Another family member (now deceased) was regularly both thoughtless and had no idea how others were feeling - and was not stressed at all!
Posted by: FE | August 26, 2009 at 07:56 PM
No doubt about it, Craig — you have Asperger's Syndrome.
I just read the 8/24/09 article in Wired entitled, "Why Craigslist Is Such a Mess." Between the bit about the Charlie Rose interview, and your willingness (né, love) of plowing through thousands of emails and posting... yep, that's Asperger's.
Welcome to your world. It's not like most everyone else's, which might be why you see so many things to be someone else's problem.
Think about it. Your ideas about social organization and self-governance are likely the result of Asperger's, too. Not that there's anything wrong with that — except that they represent the view of a pretty specific and very small minority.
Posted by: Glen | September 06, 2009 at 11:14 AM